POEMS & EXCERPTS
Hope Is A Small Barn
from 206
What I can guarantee
is that when all of me that is soft
has fallen away in peels,
shingled off in flakes,
and shrunk into curls of gristle
on their way to oblivion,
a hard substance
in a precise number will remain
as my final will and testament.
Disarticulate me into 206 parts
so that I can say what I mean,
become what I meant.
Scatter my bones
in bars and basements,
ball fields and bilges
where they will absorb the damp
of the spilled drinks, the bluegrass and clay,
the pooled seawater
and ignite the spontaneous rearrangement
of their crystalline matrix.
Let the collagen speak for me
in its fibrous tongue and calcium alphabet,
its protein rune.
Hope is a small barn
Triolet
Hope is a small barn you have raised,
the roof half open to the sky.
The rain poured in; in the sun blazed.
Hope is a small barn you have raised,
with a chance to stand or be razed.
Where I stand it’s wet or warm. My
hope is a small barn. You have raised
the roof half open to the sky.
from I was so ten
I was so ten then
bicycled, ram handle-barred, ten-speeded
summering my way towards a not-far town.
My very setting out
startled all the world’s spheres into motion,
so great was my journey.
I wheeled my hill-conquering route
under a twisting ribbon of starlings
blue angeling,
under seagulls bannering my name,
under wished-for weather
that mothered the salt pond and river.
from The magic lantern
When you sensed that it could be a state of being
in which you are suspended,
serous fluid in an amnion,
your journey angled towards its purpose.
You then divined that it is a place,
perhaps a splendid hotel
like one of those you frequented in Provence
in the halcyon days.
Everything there is composed but animate,
even the air with its lavender hint.
The flowers at reception are always fresh.
Sun rays flute into the clear-watered vases
and disperse themselves in a spectrum
that papers the walls.
The décor tailors itself to the light,
accents with shadows,
and the setting is your state of mind.
Guests are hosts; hosts are guests.
Everyone is related by blood or something thicker.
The space is designed to incite love or its repair.
Intimacy concertinas in the arbor and by the pool.
All your needs are met before you know you have them.
You, too, are a meeter of needs.
Your presence completes the tableau.
Sadness is there, too, cooing from a cage
in the lobby near all those vases
and pecking at millets of solace.
And death, a permanent visitor with a routine,
walks the halls because you did not turn it away,
because you accepted it,
indeed, because you invited it into an accord.
In return, it frees you to be
intensely present on the veranda
where you can see beyond the view,
where you can hear the cogs of the bougainvillea
cycling starch and water in its leaves
and mixing its magenta.
Currency
Let’s place our sand dollars
on the porch railing for a while
until the sun mints them in white.
Let’s string them together
with fine, clear filament,
with fishing line,
so they will hang like coins caught
in the instant of dropping
from some high hand,
so they will imply
that we only spent them
on time.
Photographs by Sadie LeStage